the big one direction story

One morning Louis came down stairs to make some hot tea  for his  new boyfriend 

“ babe what are you doing “ harry asked?  “ making tea  he is already here “ Louis said  harry dad came down  “ morning  you all “ mr styles said  “ morning babe I see you got the tea ready “  Mr. styles said. “ dad did you call Louis babe  “ harry asked?   “ I still say you need to work on that song again  let me be with you  on the guitar “ Mr. styles said   “which song babe “ Louis asked him  ?  “ Louis knock it off  quit hitting on my dad “ harry said  “ harry son  he is my boyfriend  and I love him  “  Mr. styles said .  Louis kiss him “ I like it when you cuddle me  you reminded me of harry here “  Louis said  “ well does my son ever work with you on songs you know better breathe control “  Mr. styles asked ?   “ no  harry should do that with me  to get more confidence  “ Louis said  “ usually I get so nervous that  I  don’t have confidence  and I get butterflies  in my stomach  and we  have a performance tonight  and I need practice and rehearsing time  “  Louis said 

“ dad quit hitting on Louis “harry said . “ practice with me after tea then with harry my son “ said from the new boyfriend . “ what “ harry asked his father ?

“harry you need to draw up a schedule for Louis here after tea with me from 12 to 2  with you harry  song rehearsing “ said harry dad .

The tea is over  and  in the  music studio with Louis boyfriend on the drums and Louis is singing to rock me  “ dad what in the world is going on  “ harry asked? 

“it  called helping  my boyfriend out “ harry dad said . 

Next song is you and I  “ harry and I  we don’t want to be like them  we can make it to the end harry and I   no one can separates us  no one harry and I  harry  harry and I  “ Louis sang 
“ those aren’t the words  Lou  you need lyrics  to sing with “ harry said  “ I go get them “ harry said  “ I am screwing the words up “ Louis said.
 “ there is a 50% that going to happen tonight  “ Louis said.  “ you just need more practice you will get it  it takes time  “ Louis boyfriend said  as he place a sweet kiss on Louis forehead “ thanks “  Louis said   harry followed suit “ try living while we are young “  Louis boyfriend said . 

“  yeah we be dodo whoa dodo  “ Louis sang  “ yeah we will be doing what we do just pretending that  we are cool “ harry sang  to Louis  “ yeah we will be  harry what we dodo  just  smiling bright “ Louis sang  “okay this is going to take more practice  than I thought “ harry said.  “ harry harry  give me some more of your gravy  gravy hey forehead kisser tying shoes  take me to the bathroom  “ Louis sang   harry is now  on the floor laughing up so Louis boyfriend  with that Louis ran out of the music studio he found his bed and  began crying  on his pillow  harry got up “ hey hey  what all this do you have any idea where Louis is” Zayn said trying to get them from laughing  “ where is Louis “ harry asked him ?  “ he is in his bedroom crying on his pillow  he said he was a  freak he doesn’t want to go  tonight performance “ Zayn said  .

Harry went to check on him  so did his boyfriend  “ Louis honey  I’m sorry for laughing at you  how about I practice with you and give your boyfriend a break  “ harry said  “ how about I just be the pretty face and you sing the solos I am not cut out for this “ Louis said  “ please we need you  tonight  don’t bail on us “ harry said  “ I’m sorry I hate bailing I can’t do it  “ Louis said  “ of course you can it takes practices  babe  just relax  “ Harry said . Louis bend his head on harry lap and still cry his heart out  “ he just scared  he did that with me  even at the performance  he place down the microphone and hid behind the stage crying  “ Zayn  said 

“ that is awful calm down babe  it okay  every thing is fine sssh sssssh”  harry said comforting his boyfriend  as Louis cried his broken heart out  harry hold Louis to his chest rocking him and Louis crying didn’t ceased  down  “ lou  please  please calm down love  come on  I will buy you lunch before your next song practice “ harry said . harry got up with Louis in his arms next he grab the keys to the car “ I am taking poor Louis to lunch “ harry said.    

Off they went to eat at Wendy’s together once they got their food  and sat down  Louis is adorable when harry hug him his sad wet eyes leak  and harry stroke Louis hair and rested his aching head on harry chest  “ thanks for lunch Larry “ Louis said . “ your welcome and it is Harry “  harry said      

Next  back in the music studio  this time with harry “ it now or never it now or whatever , baby you light up my life like a solo   tying shoes   harry poooo  ,  take me to the bathroom ,  harry can make toast  ,   he can cook he can cook  scramble eggs  , little black harry in a dress  little black harry in a dress  it alright  harry is alright  little black harry in a dress , you can’t go to bed with out harry voice  that can put you to sleep , harry voice it like better than the old fashion sleep pill   ,  harry harry give me some of your gravy  gravy  , the music is up and harry is singing  , come with me harry don’t say maybe  harry can dye my hair  ,  I want  I want I want harry   , harry can kiss you  ,  rock me rock me  harry dance me  “ Louis sang   “ seriously you need cue cards   I get poster board  I can do that later try living while we are young “ harry said  “ repeat after me  crazy crazy until  we see the sun  “  harry sang  “  crazy crazy  until I see harry again  paint my shirt and dance the night away   yeah I am crazy for harry   I am harry crazy “  Louis sang 

Harry is on the floor laughing up a storm  “ is this when you are judging me because I hit my head  and the lyrics are somewhat are messed up to me “ Louis asked ?     “ no Lou I don’t judge  it all right  calm down  babe  you know I loved you Lou  you just need more practice  on the songs  boo  and everything is okay “ harry said 

Louis began to cry and the tears came out “ what happen to my boyfriend “ mr. styles asked ?  “ did you just make my boyfriend cry son  “ mr. styles asked ? 

“ no dad  I can never make Louis cry “ harry said  next Mr. styles turn to his boyfriend  “ did my son harry make you cry honey “ Mr.styles asked ? 

Louis nodded yes  “ oh what did harry do  babe “  Mr. Styles asked ? 

“ I asked him if he is judging me because I  hit my head and  the lyrics are messed up to me   he was laughing a lot because I keep on messing up  “ Louis said  sounding weepy  “ honey that doesn’t mean  anything “ Louis boyfriend said .

“ it means I suck  “ Louis said  “ did harry called you that “ Mr. Styles ?

“ he didn’t have to I know he was thinking that  and I am not going to the concert either  I rather spend the time on my bed crying  “ Louis said  . 

Niall ,Zayn and Liam hear it  Zayn is now angry at harry Niall and Liam are worried about Louis “ harry is going to get a red card  now I am angry at him  Poor Louis  we didn’t even know Louis hit his head  and Harry made poor Louis cry “ Zayn  said  .  “ calm down Zayn  it is okay  harry is getting that red card  from us  we don’t need to confront harry with anything  Zayn please  Zayn why don’t you get a ice pack for poor Louis just don’t look at harry “ Liam said . “ deal but if he looks at me I am punching him in the nose “ Zayn said .  “ me and Niall be by the door “ Liam said.   

Zayn fetch a ice pack for poor Louis “ Zayn what a nice surprise to see you “ harry said .  Zayn turn his focus on poor Louis  “ here you go Louis ice pack it okay if you don’t want to come to the concert  I understand  Lou “ Zayn said “ thanks mate “ Louis said .  “ he has solo’s to sing “ harry said . “ one more word and I am pulling the plug “ Zayn said .  “ what wrong with you “ harry asked ?   “ that  it  “ Zayn yelled   Niall and Liam came barging in  “ why can you stop hurting people especially poor Louis  don’t try to acted like you are so innocent  not only you laugh at him plus you hurt poor Louis feelings  how would you like it if you hit your head and someone laughs at you and you messed up the lyrics  you will be embarrassed    I am sure Louis right here is already humiliated and embarrassed  at the same time “ Zayn said  angrily  “ I am “ Louis agree  Liam wrapped his arms around Zayn to comfort him  Liam and Niall were there “ Lou babe  I wasn’t  laughing at you I am sorry babe  I acted poorly and I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings  I would never in a million years  make you cry and feel so small  again  I am sorry babe  you don’t suck  you were right I was thinking it “ harry said .

Louis began to cry again “ honey babe I am here sweetie  calm down cupcake  “ harry said  “ honey it okay  babe  oh don’t cry “ MR. styles said  as  Mr.styles wrapped his arms around his boyfriend and kiss Louis cheek  Liam saw his boyfriend cry to  and decide to kissed his forehead  “ what wrong with Zayn “ harry asked?   “ oh shushed it let not hurt  the delicates flower  here “ Zayn said 

There was another hour left of song rehearsal   “ let try this again “ Harry said  

“ right   Can we try can we try  harry Poo oh I love harry poo     pooooo 

I want I want I want harry  I am broken  can harry hear me my knee hurts Harry can you heal me  my throat hurts  it hard for me to sing   harry can you take the next verse  My head hurts Harry can you sing for me     harry can dye my hair  ,

I am down on my luck harry  can you spared your voice,  harry can make toast , 

Harry harry  give me some more of your gravy  gravy ,  I’m dying in the middle of the stage , Little black harry in a dress  making himself beautiful  Little black harry in a dress it all right it all right harry is alright tonight  like them pouting lips it all right it all right   little black harry in a dress what your favorite song  ,  we are on fire  we are on fire harry I am on fire now  and it burn my skin  , Harry heal my broken heart  ,  Harry I love your shirt ,  now I am climbing the walls  Harry I just fall , tying shoes “ Louis sang    “ okay this is to much  Harry separate your dad away from Louis “ Liam said  “  he will only object “ Harry said  “ just do it please  we need to save the performance  Louis is not doing well” Liam said 

“ dad here is some money go get lunch Louis is staying here with me  “ Harry said.

“ what for he is my boyfriend “  Mr.styles said  “ I’m serious dad  go  “  Harry said.

“ boom clap the sound of my heart  Harry goes boom clap   boom clap to the sound of harry boom box  , I missed my harry cakes  ,   Harry I love your shirt ,  

And I’m like baby baby  baby oh  harry is my baby ,  Harry pooo  ,  harry picktcho,

Harry can take me home , Baby you light up my world like harry does  , oh harry harry I want you , harry can make toast  “ Louis sang . 

From all of that  Harry literally  wet his pants laughing .

The night came so does the performance “ let go to bed and have some cheese cake “ Louis said. Trying to work out his butterflies”  now Lou calm down sweetie it okay “  Harry said.  

Louis got the cheese cake  and pick up Harry bridal style   and back in the bed room  place a good movie in   “ now Lou it is just nerves  you are going to do great  and bring the house down  tonight “ Harry said  “ I can’t do it  it to much “ Louis said. “  of course you can “ Harry said  Louis bend down crying   “  now Lou  it is okay babe  just breath  and calm  down “ Harry said.

As he is rubbing Louis back  calming him down  Liam enter the room  “ I hate to break this to you but the car  is here”  Liam said.

And now Louis is sobbing on Harry shoulder Liam went next to Louis side “ it okay  Lou just calm down please” Liam said as he is rubbing Louis back  and  same as Harry trying to get him to calm down “Lou please it all right  calm  down babe  you are going to do great babe  you are the most talent singer  I know “ Harry said 

“we need you mate  just like Harry said you are the most talent singer  please Lou we can’t do this with out you I am begging you”  Liam said. And Liam lifted Louis off the bed “ I will carried Louis to the car Harry “  Liam said.

“ I go put the cheese cake away  “ Harry said  and after he put that away he went  out to the car

Harry saw Liam holding Louis on his lap  Louis was just wiping his tears away on Liam shirt “ now now  it okay  Lou  don’t get nervous you are going to do great “  Liam said  Harry pulled out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to Liam  and Louis blow his nose in the tissue while Liam help him “ it okay Lou everything is okay “ Liam said.

When they arrive at the place Louis started to cry again  some of the others from the car got out Liam is trying to get Louis out of the car “ come on Lou we need to go  in “ Harry said.
 “ no no it to scary  I just stay in the car “  Louis said  crying   “ Now  Lou  it okay no one is going to laugh “ Harry said .   Harry saw Louis crying  this time real badly  

“  Oh Lou  poor thing  Calm down babe  there is nothing to be afraid of  “  Harry said .   as he is rubbing Louis back  before Louis knows it  Harry pick him up  and carried him inside the stadium  and soon Louis and Harry are split up  and Louis didn’t let go of Harry Harry place a sweet kiss on Louis forehead 

Louis really tried to sing  his part  and the words came out wrong   like

“  oh oh oh one more  one more harry , I love Harry poo  pooo oo o ,  Harry piktocho ,   baby you light up my world like harry does ,   we are on fire  we are on fire Harry I’m on fire and it burns my skin  ,Harry save me    you can’t go to bed with out harry voice    Little black harry in a dress  making himself beautiful  boom clap to the sound of harry boom box  , I missed my harry cakes  ,   Harry I love your shirt Can we try can we try  harry Poo oh I love harry poo     pooooo  And I’m like baby baby  baby oh  harry is my baby little black harry in a dress what your favorite song  now I am climbing the walls  Harry I just fall , tying shoes Harry harry  give me some more of your gravy  gravy ,  “ Louis sang 

Because of this  the audience  is now throwing objects at Louis  laughing at him  Louis knee is bleeding and his forehead is bruised and Louis drop his microphone 

When harry saw that   he came rushing to Louis side   “ Lou  are you alright  Lou  “ Harry asked ?  Louis pulled Harry close to him  and  sobbing on Harry shoulder   when Harry saw the knee that  “ now Lou   don’t cry  babe   I can heal this “ Harry said .

Harry had a small hand towel   place it on the bleeding knee and put pressure on it  the group look at them  “ is he alright “  Liam asked ?

“ he is bleeding and sobbing “ Harry said   “ can we get some help “ Liam asked a stage manger   “ yeah what do you need “  The  stage manger asked ?

“ a first aid kit  we have a member bleeding “ Liam said sounding frustrated 

The stage manger found a first aid kit and Liam gave that to Harry  “ okay Lou we have a first aid kit  the bleeding should already stop by now I am going to clean the knee Lou “ Harry said 

As  he took out the cotton ball and the small bottle of hydrogen peroxide  “ owe  owe owe   owe  owe   “ Louis said  as tears are streaming down Louis face  “ now  babe  it okay  I don’t want you to get a infection  sweetie  I will blow on it “  Harry said   and Harry blow on the bleeding knee  after that he applied the antibiotic ointment  on and cover it up with a band aid   Louis is still crying   even on Harry shoulder  “ Lou just calm down sweetie   it okay  everything is alright “ Harry said.

After the performance and back to the house this time  Mr. styles came running out  “ babe  everything okay “  He asked Louis?

Harry carried  Louis inside he didn’t want to walk on his knee that bothered him  “ Louis knee is bleeding dad and I did first aid   “ Harry said    “ what happen to my babe forehead “  Mr. styles asked ?  now Louis is soaked Harry shirt wet 

“ babe calm down  the worse is over  please  babe  breath  breath   cupcake “ Harry said . Louis boyfriend  is now holding him  while Harry change his shirt 

And Harry use the extra 15 minutes reading his book.

The next morning is a interview at the coffee emplorulim   “ come on you going  be late for the interview “  Mr. styles  said.    

“ I don’t want to go  I wanna stay here with you “ Louis said  “ of course you do  but you can’t because that will make me upset if you stay “ Mr. Styles said 

“ that why we should stay in bed and eat cheese cake” Louis said.   “  sweetie as much as I like that  this  is what you do  and it makes me happy that you are happy “ MR. Styles said. 

“ I was thinking about resign from one direction honey I can’t do it anymore “ Louis said. 

Liam and Zayn  overhear  this  conversation  “ I can’t believe he just say that”  Liam said  “ he must be feeling really insecure about what up last night”  Zayn said.

“Sweetie  calm down  I’m sorry that happen and if you think going to a interview is not good idea than don’t go “ Mr.styles said  “ it just that last night I was so humiliated  I can’t do it anymore  and I officially resign  from one direction “ Louis said.   “ babe it not necessary for you to quit  what happen  boo bear  what happen from last night  beside the bloody  knee and the bruised  forehead  did someone criticized  you  give you the middle finger love “  Mr. styles  Louis started crying 

“ we  were there when Louis got hurt  right “ Zayn asked   “ of course”  Liam said 

“ hold the phone Louis said he already resign from  one direction  we actually need him  did Harry do something  to make Louis Cry again “ Liam said and asked ?  “ we do need him  and Harry is doing first aid  on Louis Knee”  Niall said  “ Louis resign from one direction Niall “ Liam said.  “ what  “  Niall asked ?

“ he was feeling really bad and  insecure  last night  today we have a interview  and he resign from one direction he must be suffering low self esteem “ Zayn said

“ Lou don’t be scared  it just a interview  no one is going to make fun of you “  Mr. Styles  said  “ did my son make fun of you the last time in a interview “ Mr. styles asked ? “ no  Harry never did  management will not let me sit next to him that why I don’t want to go “  Louis said as he burst out in tears  “ now Lou  I know it is very hard for you know that you are attached to my son  what you are going through is withdrawal attachment  especially in the community  events “  Mr. styles  said    “ what is withdrawal attachment”  Zayn asked ?     “ what going on “ Harry asked ?    “ nothing we are just eavesdropping  and something is going on with Louis “ Liam said   “ did you get a nightmare babe “ Mr. styles asked ?

“ it is so bad  I literally  wet my pants and vomit in the toilet I felt sick  in the nightmare there was a live interview  and I wasn’t allow to sit next to Harry  and I was so upset and  it happen   he left me  he left me  and I couldn’t deal with it  next I was  alone and very scared  I was crying really really bad  that why I wet my pants  next got up and vomit in the toilet  before this talk I change my pants “  Louis said.   “ okay besides the  low self esteem and the withdrawal attachment  he had a nightmare on top of it “  Zayn said   “omg   this is bad a member has fallen and can’t get up “ Liam said  “ now calm down Liam we can’t have two members  in the  pile of dirt thinking bad about themselves  “ Niall said 

“ wait a minute   low self esteem and withdrawal attachment plus  a nightmare “  Harry said   “ yeah Louis is feeling really insecure about last night “  Niall said.

“insecure “ Harry said  next he open the door to his dad room  still talking  to Louis  “  dad  is something going on here  I got  low self esteem , withdrawal attachment  , a night mare   and feeling insecure  “  Harry said.  

“ that right I am insecure and I am not going to no interview”  Louis said. 

“ now babe there is nothing scary about a interview “ Mr.styles said.   “ now babe  interviews are not scary  I am there “  Harry said   “ like in my nightmare  I had  he left me  he left me  and I was very scared “  Louis said  and Mr. styles told Harry of Louis  nightmare  “ babe  it was just a nightmare  that not going to happen  I will never leave you   just calm down babe  I am sorry love “ Harry said   Louis started sobbing   just like that  Harry came to Louis and hug him  “ could you stay with him son while I get breakfast “ Mr. Styles asked ?  “ yes of course dad”  harry  said  

“ Lou everything is okay  babe  you are safe with me  just calm down “ harry said

Once harry saw Louis sobbing very hard on Harry shoulder  “ okay okay  Lou  if you don’t want to go to the interview you don’t have to  “  Harry said   “ okay okay  it alright  babe it alright I got you  baby  just breath  I am here “  Harry said  as Harry hold him on his chest “ just breath  in and out breath  calm yourself babe” Harry said 

“ and I resign from one direction  I am not cut out for this “  Louis said.  “ but why babe  “ Harry asked ?   “ because I am scared going to a interview “ Louis said 

“ there is nothing scary about a interview babe  I am there “ harry said  “ just like my nightmare  “ Louis said 
 “ what happen in that nightmare sweetie”  Harry asked ?   “ you were there  and then next you left me and I was  curly up in a ball crying  so up  bad “  Louis said

“ I will never leave you Lou  “  Harry said  right then it happen  and is sobbing  “ Lou  calm down  babe  I am here “  Harry said  as he lifted Louis head up  and  and Louis is still crying “ oh Lou please  don’t cry “ Zayn said as he handed Harry a tissue  as harry  help poor Louis blow his nose  and wrap his arms around Harry  and Harry embrace him and hug him tight in his arms  as Louis fell asleep  on Harry shoulder   and  when he is asleep  Harry place him on his pillow  and watch him sleep 

Around 6 is the  dinner slash performance for one directions   and everybody went  Harry carried Louis in his arms   soon Harry woke him up  “ it time pooh bear  I did save the dinner for you later to eat  performing time “ Harry said 

Just like the last time Louis messed up the lyric’s and it like this  , I love Harry poo  pooo oo o we are on fire  we are on fire Harry I’m on fire and it burns my skin  , now I am climbing the walls  Harry I just fall , Harry save me    ,  Harry piktocho ,   baby you light up my world like harry does ,   I want I want I want harry  I am broken  can harry hear me my knee hurts Harry can you heal me  my throat hurts  it hard for me to sing   harry can you take the next verse  My head hurts Harry can you sing for me     harry can dye my hair  , with out harry voice    Little black harry in a dress  making himself beautiful  boom clap to the sound of harry boom box  , I missed my harry cakes  ,   Harry I love your shirt Can we try can we try  harry Poo oh I love harry poo     pooooo  And I’m like baby baby  baby oh  harry is my baby little black harry in a dress what your favorite song  now I am climbing the walls  Harry I just fall , tying shoes Harry harry  give me some more of your gravy  gravy , 

, Little black harry in a dress  making himself beautiful  Little black harry I  n a dress it all right it all right harry is alright tonight  like them pouting lips it all right it all right   little black harry in a dress what your favorite song  ,”  Louis sang   when the  audience  hear that   they gave Louis angry faces  at him  Louis drop his microphone  and hid be hide stage sobbing  up a storm  “I am down on my luck harry  can you spared your voice,  harry can make toast “  Louis said  quietly  but Harry hear it  from center stage Harry put down his microphone  and rushed to him   “ hey hey hey it alright  baby  it okay   it okay  we are leaving now   it is alright  babe   calm down  don’t cry  don’t cry honey “ Harry said 

“  I love you so much Harry  I am so  sorry  I am such a loser  “  Louis said through his tears now banging his head repeatedly  “ hey stop Lou  calm down it all right  it alright “  Harry said .

“ they gave me angry faces  it was so scary “ Louis said  as he is sobbing on Harry now  this time Harry shirt is soaked wet   “ Louis    I am sorry guys  I need to get my boyfriend out of here  he is really upset “   Harry said.

Louis continue to cried on Harry shoulder as he help him outside “ let go to the car Lou “ Harry said Harry led his boyfriend to his car help poor Louis get in and also help him put his seatbelt on and Harry drove him to a restaurant to pick up food and ahead home 

Harry decide to treat his distraught boyfriend to the cheese cake  after dinner 
“ everything alright “Mr.  Styles  asked ?   “ no dad  Louis here is a wreck he is really upset and my shirt is soaked wet “ Harry said  “ the next day is a CD signing “ Mr. Styles said   Louis drop his food to the floor and is now sobbing  as he pulled Harry close to him sobbing on him again “ hey hey you don’t have to go it okay love It alright darling “ Harry said as he comfort his distraught boyfriend  as Mr. Styles clean up the messed on the floor  “ how about I make you a grilled cheese and some tomato soup sounds good “ Harry said.   Louis nod yes to the food    Mr. Styles Hugged Louis  as Harry  made Louis food  the tomato soup and the grilled cheese  “ okay dinner is ready Lou “ Harry said.  

After dinner  Harry found a good movie like  one of Louis favorite  which is friends

With that   Harry made the popcorn and brought out the cheese cake two coke’s  and Harry made Louis feel  a bit  better  and less sad  as harry  cuddle Louis  a little 

“ thanks Harry  you are the best I love you  “ Louis said  Louis drank his coke and his piece of cheese cake next Louis sacked out  sleep on harry shoulder  “ it okay  It okay buddy everything  alright “  Harry said    “ I love you so much Harry  I am so sorry I am such a loser “ Louis said  sobbing  again   “ Lou  calm down honey  it okay  it alright  pooh bear don’t cry  breath  Lou just breath just  take a deep breath   Lou bear   it okay”  Harry said.      

As Harry is rubbing Louis back  and Louis is really trying to stop sobbing but it is very hard  for him “ now now Lou bear it okay  it alright Love  inhale and exhale   breath come on Lou inhale and exhale “ Harry said 

“ blast it  you are hyperventilating Lou  just breath normal “ harry said.  And just like that  fainted to the bed  “ Lou  Lou  hold on love “ Harry said  Harry fetch  the folded blanket and place it under  Louis legs next pulled out the small ice pack and place it on Louis forehead  took the blood pressure  and place the cuff on and took Lou blood pressure   soon Louis wake up   “ oh I am in the Hospital   Harry , Harry , harry harry   “  Louis said  more like  a panic coming   “ now Lou   calm down  “  Harry said  harry lay Louis head back on the pillow  and smooch  him on the forehead  as harry replace the ice pack back on Louis forehead  “ now babe  just  relax  and breath  put your hand on my chest “ harry said   Louis place his hand on Harry chest   “ see how my chest rise and falls down  yours as to do the same breath  inhale and exhale   inhale and exhale   chest rise and falls  chest rise and falls    breath  Lou”  Harry said   Louis begins to breath normal   “ that it Lou  you are doing great  babe “ harry said     

The insult  of the next  day came   Louis  wake up next  to his boyfriend   Mr. Styles son   Harry of course   and pick up a lunch bag  and began heavy breathing  soon Harry wake up  “ Lou are you okay “  Harry asked ?   “ Lou bear  are you okay  talk to me  “ “Harry said  soon Louis began to relax into Harry shoulder  “ what is going on “  Harry asked?  “ I had a panic attack in my nightmare I am okay thou “ Louis said   “ how about we go out and get some breakfast together maybe afterwards  see a movie “ Harry asked? 

Louis and Harry both got dress and out the door   and went to get breakfast  at  McDonalds  Louis  got mugged in the bathroom  punch in the eye  now that is bruise up   his shirt  got sliced  and he is bleeding  on his chest area  now his arm hurts really bad  bad enough it could be broken   Louis came back to where Harry is  “ babe I just found out at 2:30 this afternoon  we have a mall talk show today  twitter questions   and  what happen Babe  in the bathroom “  Harry said and asked ?   “ I got mugged  and my arm hurts really bad it feels like it broken  and this is my favorite shirt  “ Louis said now crying on Harry shoulder  “ okay okay just calm down  babe let get you home dear  “ Harry said. 

“ hey cheese ball you are rude “          “ just stay in the closet with your gayness”

“ shut up fatty “  “ go die “    “  don’t spread your gayness around here we don’t want it “        “ loser  freak  “    all those mean hateful words  on paper they wrote and tape it on his back  Louis reach be hide him and pulled off the piece of paper

That says  go die  fishtail   “ Harry “  Louis said  “ what “ Harry asked ?  “ I got insults on my back could you please take them off “ Louis asked ? and said 

Harry turn around and began taking off the insults  from Louis back “ it alright Lou  just calm down “  Harry said   “ okay got the food let go home sweetie “  Harry said.

Harry drove Louis and himself home to eat and have a quite time together and “ I am going to read a book”  Harry said .  “ could you please read out loud  “ Louis asked?   “ why “  Harry asked?   “ I always love it  when you read it makes me feel better  please “  Louis said   “ alright I will do it for hour  sit down “  Harry said 

Soon Harry began to read the chapter to Louis as  Louis cuddle up to Harry with Harry blanket over him  Harry looked down smiling at Louis and continue to read  it was more than a hour  but Harry love it   at least Harry is calming his boyfriend  down Harry read out loud  up to  8 at night   and Harry decide to make dinner for them two  Harry made  chili dogs   fried potatoes , and  milk   “ dinner is ready Lou  I made Chili dogs and  fried potatoes  come on hungry  love    my dad left   if you are looking for him “  Harry said 

After dinner Louis found the letter from his boyfriend

“ Dear Lou

Unfortunately  I left  the house just for a couple weeks I am staying 

With a friend don’t worried I am still your boyfriend  I will never cheat

On you with anyone   Harry doesn’t know this  I was in the hospital

I um did self harm  after Harry my son bribed me with money for food 

I was very ashamed  I wanted to be with you and those one directions guys

Didn’t want me there   I got stitches  and  seeing a counselor   tomorrow  I go see my family doctor to check on my stitches  I know Harry is your boyfriend  to 

Just  don’t do anything rash  that will send you to a hospital  and please don’t cry over me

Love you faithfully

Mr. Styles “ Louis read  

“Lou everything okay “ Harry asked ?  Louis brushed a couple of tears away from his eyes   “ fine “  Louis said Louis went into the bathroom feeling so worthless he saw a razor and  cut his arm at least three times  and pulled down the sleeve over the injured arm   again he brushed away  a couple of tears  “ what are you doing in the bathroom Lou “ Harry asked ?  “ just thinking “ Louis lied   “  are you sure you are alright “ Harry asked ?    “ did something upset you Lou  “ harry asked ? 

“ what would upset me  beside the fact you bribed your dad  with money  in order just to kick him out”  Louis asked ?   “ I  didn’t bribed my dad with anything  Lou  is that what this is about “Harry said ? “ that doesn’t say in the letter plus your dad send back the money that you gave him  he is very upset  “  Louis said  

“ okay let me see the  letter Lou “   harry said  “ before you read that  put your money away  Claire  “  Louis said  harry is now laughing  “ it harry not  Claire  Lou bear “  harry said  “ just put it away Claire “  Louis said 

“ you keep it Lou”  Harry said  “ what would I do with it “ Louis asked?  “ for your allowance”   Harry said  “ what  am I 5 to you  and I got to hold your hand when it comes to crossing the street to “  Louis said  “ what is it PTSD “  Louis asked him 

“ I don’t have PTSD Lou “  Harry said  “ sure you are just saying that  but when it comes to the rain  you are going to say wear your rain coat don’t forget to wear a hat to “  Louis said.    “ when did I say that “ Harry asked ?  “ two weeks ago  when it did rain  you were like  here is your raincoat  what are you my mother  I have a mother  named Harry styles   who wants to rock me to sleep that how of a mom will be “ Louis said  “ could you please relax Lou bear I aren’t a mother  to you calm down babe  “  Harry said

Next thing is Louis is now crying  “ Lou  what wrong”  Harry asked ?   “ Lou “ Harry asked ?

“ I am a terrible  person  I am not nice why are you acting nice when I am mean and nasty and very pathetic “  Louis said through each sob  “ now Lou you are very nice don’t do that “  Harry said.   Louis is now crying harder with heavy tears coming down Louis cheeks when Harry saw this and went over to him “ I am so sorry harry  I am such a loser “  Louis said  “ no no  no no  Lou calm down babe  it okay  you are alright  it alright calm down sweetie little muffin “ Harry said  as harry is now hugging Louis and as Louis is crying on his boyfriend shoulder as harry is singing to Louis

 “  I figured it out
I figured out from black and white
Seconds and hours
Maybe we had to take some time
I know how it goes
I know how it goes from wrong and right
Silence and sound
Did they ever hold each other tight, like us?
Did they ever fight, like us?
You and I
We don't want to be like them
We can make it 'till the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us
No, nothing can come between
You and I
Oh, you and I
I figured it out
Saw the mistakes of up and down
Meet in the middle
There's always room for common ground
I see what it's like
I see what it's like for day and night
Never together
'Cause they see things in a different light, like us
But they never tried, like us
You and I
We don't want to be like them
We can make it 'till the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the Gods above
Can separate the two of us
'Cause you and I
We don't want to be like them,
We can make it 'till the end
Nothing can come between
You and I
Not even the God's above
Can separate the two of us
No, nothing can come between
You and I
Oh, You and I
You and I
We can make it if we try
You and I
Oh You and I” as harry sang to Louis 

as Louis was  still embrace into harry chest and shoulder “ it okay it alright love “ Harry said

after the nap Louis took puffy eyes in all  “ Harry “  Louis said  “ what is it”  Harry asked?     “ my throat hurts it like filled with white cotton “  Louis  said.

“ okay  let me check it “ Harry said  Harry got a flashlight and a tongue depressor 

“ open up love “  Harry said  “ does it hurt when you swallow love “ Harry asked ?

“ scratchy Harry “  Louis said   “  scratchy “ Harry repeat   next  harry retrieve  the rapid strep test also grab his stethoscope  “what that for “ Louis asked ? “ it is a rapid strep test and stethoscope silly  I am going to swab your throat and listen to your lungs  Lou “  Harry said  “ don’t tell me you are a doctor “ Louis said      

“ not a doctor  you could say I am healer “ Harry said.   “ okay doctor styles  do your  doctor thing  and healer are doctors  to “ Louis said.

“oh Lou  “ Harry said

Next came this  “  doctor  doctor  his named is doctor styles   oh yeah   can you heal me   doctor styles  you got your  sweet doctor thing   love them doctors hate those syringes   oh yeah  Larry Larry  give me some of your gravy   yeah  doctor styles  got your sweet doctor  thing  going  “  Louis sang

Harry bend over and laugh it out  as  he swab  Louis throat  after that  Harry feel  Louis throat   “ on this pain scale can you determined your pain “ Harry asked

This is what the pain scale looked like

0  1   2   3   4   5   6   7   8  9   10   Louis pointed to the  7  And  the word  that was 

Very bad intense pain  using a clean tongue depressor and his flashlight  rechecked Louis throat  “ open up love I need to rechecked your throat “ Harry said  “ it hurts it hurts  it hurts  “ Louis said  “ Calm down  I am trying to work  I am really a doctor aide “  Harry said  just as Louis is now began to pick up the paper bag and began heavy breathing   “ Lou  are you okay “ Harry asked ?   when Harry turn around  and saw  Louis heavy breathing  in the paper bag   “ Lou  it okay  calm down  it alright love take slows breath  “ Harry  said . as he pick up the stethoscope  and  began listening to Louis lungs  “ deep breaths  deep breaths  Lou I know your throat hurts  “  Harry said.  “ blast it   you are wheezing   Lou  come on  just breath normal “  harry  said soon it happen Louis fell to the  floor just as the doctor who Harry work for came in  “ Harry  Louis is on the floor do something   get out your medical kit “  the doctor said   “ oh my god  Lou  hold on I am going to save you “  Harry said  “ bag  him ,check his vitals ,  listen to his chest and stomach , set up I.V .  what that “ the doctor said and asked ?  “ I swab his throat  he said his throat  is scratchy “  harry said  “ I will put a rushed on those  results  “ the doctor said  the doctor is giving air to Louis  while  Harry took Louis vitals  “ he is running a fever “ Harry said 

“ yeah Harry what are you doing “ Zayn asked ?   “ work as a doctor aide  “ Harry said  “ is something wrong with Louis “ Niall asked ?   “ it just Louis is having a scratchy  throat  and running a fever “ Harry said. Next  is the  listen to Louis chest and  stomach using the stethoscope “ breath  for me Lou  in and out  Love   just  breath  “  Harry  said   trying  to help his boyfriend  out 

The main doctor wrote out prescriptions for Amoxicillin liquid  for Louis  three times  a day   and  a nebulizer to help the wheezing to stop 

Soon the doctor  pulled out the medicine he needed she plug the machine in got the tube  filled with the medicine  place the mask on turn on the machine  next Harry got behind  of Louis  and he place his stethoscope  back on Louis neck 

Harry  felt relief  in what he felt like “ oh  baby just breath in and out  darling

You are doing great “ Harry said as he is  placing kisses on his face   “ you had  me so worried Lou “ Harry said. 

Out of the next four weeks  Louis is on the Amoxicillin liquid and the Nebulizer  

To

Soon came for another concert this time  Louis microphone is turn off  and poor

Louis is red in his cheeks  “ Lou your solo “ Harry mouth to him 

“ you do it “ Louis mouth at Harry  “ Louis are you okay mate “  Liam

Asked ?  “ My mic is not working”  Louis said.  “ Harry  bit of a problem

Can Louis use your microphone for his solo “ Liam asked ?

“ management didn’t turn any microphones off” Harry said 

In the  audience they were booing poor Louis now Louis took the entire

Set off and went behind  the stage and crouch down  crying  as well being humiliated  “ Lou what the hell happen “ Harry asked ?  his boyfriend

Louis place his arms over his  head ready for the blows that were coming

“ Lou I am not going to hit you  just tell me what happen” Harry asked ?

“ are you afraid babe is it too many people here”  Harry asked ?

“ Lou it is just  a concert “ Zayn said “ it not the concert  it the  microphone

It was turn off “ Louis said through is crying  “ management didn’t turn any

Microphones  off “Harry said “ mine was off the entire time  Hazza  “  Louis said 

As he  went back crying as he pulled Zayn and his boyfriend  close to him  soaked their pants wet “ my pants are wet  “ Zayn said “ now Lou calm down little one “

Harry said to him  Louis pick up Harry shirt and cry into it   just like that  harry close his eyes and touch Louis head  and Harry felt the humiliation pain  that

Louis had “ time to go”  Liam said  Niall and Liam made their way out of the stage

And out to the car  “ Lou please calm down  it alright  it okay “  Harry said .

When they walk to  the car a few fans followed them  Harry open the car door just like that plow on the pavement  “ Harry  a little help  please “  Louis said 

Harry  turn around  “ Lou  are you okay  are you hurt babe “ Harry asked ? 

“ my  ankle hurt “ Louis said   “ can I  feel it Lou  “  Harry asked ?   Louis nodded  yes  Harry place his hands on Louis ankle  and feel  the ankle  and Louis  burst  crying   “ Lou  don’t cry babe  I am sure it just a sprained  easily fix  oh your poor arm  Lou your forehead “  Harry said  just like that Louis cried on Harry shirt  “ Lou , Lou   it alright  babe  everything is alright  calm down  let get this treated  it alright  let me help you in the car” Harry said. 

Once harry help poor Louis in the car  Harry drove home and carried poor Louis inside and upstairs place him on the bed  Harry found a tray and place what he can find  to heal his boyfriend  up  Harry mange Louis arm  and Forehead  

The ankle took some time and  Louis is sobbing on Harry  with tears streaming down his face  

“ it alright Lou  it okay  breath honey babe  everything is alright  it peachy  Lou bear breath “ Harry said  It was heavy breathing  for Louis  “ Lou  it inhale and  exhale   inhale and exhale  chest rise and falls  remember  cupcake   

It ‘s like a storm that cuts a path it breaks your will it feels like that you think you’re lost but  you’re not lost on your own  you’re not alone I will stand by you I will help you through when you’re done all you can do  if you can’t  cope  I will dry  your eyes  I will fight  your fight  I will hold you tight  and I won’t  let you go  it hurts my heart  to  see you cry  I know it dark   this part  of life  oh it finds us all and we’re too small to stop the rain  oh but when  it rains  I  will stand by you I will help you through when you’ve done  all you can do  and you can’t  cope   I will dry yours  I will fight your fight   I will hold you tight  and I won’t let you fall don’t be afraid to fall  I’m right  here to catch  you  I won’t let you down  it won’t get you down  You’re gonna make  it  yeah I know you can make it  cause I will stand by you  I will help you through  when you’ve done all you can’t cope and I  will dry your eyes I will fight your fight   I will hold you tight  and I won’t  let go Oh I’m gonna hold you and I won’t let go  won’t let you go  no I won’t” Harry sang 

As Harry lay his boyfriend on the pillow  and cover him up and bend down  and kiss his boyfriend forehead  goodnight

In the next morning  came  Louis still is  crashed  Harry came into the room and  wake up Louis his boyfriend   “ Louis it after 11 get up  “ Harry said .

Louis didn’t even budge  “ Louis  get up “ Harry said   when Zayn and Liam got there  “ what wrong  “ Liam asked ?  “ it Louis  he won’t get up “ Harry said 

Zayn made his way to the bed  and  he open Louis airway  with his ear on mouth 

“ hang on Louis  I am going to help you mate “  Zayn said  as he place his hands on Louis chest  began chest compression   “ what are you doing  “  Harry asked ? 

“ what happen “ Liam asked ?   “ he stop breathing  he stop breathing  “  Zayn said

“ go get your doctor kit  Harry  quickly  Louis stop breathing “ Liam said 

Harry rushed  to get the doctor kit as Zayn continue with CPR  Harry made it back to Louis “babe hang on  don’t worried  babe here use this  it a breathing bag  “ harry said   Zayn continue  to help poor Louis  out 

While  Harry  use the stethoscope  listening to Louis chest  soon Louis began coughing  “ okay he is responding  “ Liam said   Louis try to sit up  and Harry lay him back on the pillow  “ it okay it alright  love  breath  babe  slow deep breaths “  Harry said   Louis looked like he is going to be sick  “ look out  he is getting sick “  Liam said 

Louis sick up  all over Harry shoes  soon Louis burst into heavy tears  “ I am sorry “ Louis whisper   Harry removed his shoes off  “ it all right Lou everything is alright  calm down  “  Harry said 

Zayn had a wet washcloth and handed it to harry  as he damp it all over  Louis forehead   “ awe just look at him he is not okay  it looks like he won’t be coming  to the concert tonight “ Liam said  “ now Liam calm down   “  Harry said .

Louis receive a phone call from management   “ hello “ Louis answer  “ Louis  I am sorry that we took away  your boyfriend from you  Mr. Styles   it is our fault   tonight of course is a concert  one you can’t stay back from  “  Management  said 

“ I just vomit  I am not ready “ Louis said  “ I am sure it just nerves  anybody can get like that  come at  three for a rehearsal  than we will decide  “  Management  said  “ what time  is it now “  Louis asked ?   “ it is one o clock   that  gives you two  hours  make sure you have a set list  for the  concert   and at  three we will give you that rehearsal  time  “  Management said  

“ Zayn do we have a set list for tonight concert “  Louis asked ?  “ of course here you go  “  Zayn said   as he handed Louis the set list  “ I think you should take a nap Lou  “ Harry said   “maybe for a hour  “  Louis agree   “ at three I have
“ what happens at three mate “ Liam said   “  at three  I have a  rehearsal  to attended  at the  stadium  management  is  now expecting me  “  Louis said 

            To Louis Tomlinson  from management team   Harry styles loves to film people he can come with you and  film your rehearsal practice   to give you that extra help   as the management  press the send button 

“ I just got a text message from Management “  Louis said    “ what does management  want “ Harry asked ?     “ would you come with me please  harry “ Louis asked  ?   “ what going on Lou  “  Harry asked  ?  “ management  texted me  and said  that  Harry  styles loves to film  people and management says  you can come with me   to  film my rehearsal  practice   at  three   today    this is you giving me  extra help “ Louis said    “ but you don’t need  rehearsal  practice  you always do great  “ Harry said 

Just  like that  from Harry words  Louis began crying   his heart  out  soon management  called  Louis phone   again   Niall ,  Liam and  Zayn is around  Louis this time   “ hello  look I can’t do this  Harry won’t help me   I don’t want to go to the concert “  Louis said       “ I know you are nervous   that why we got you this Rehearsal  practice  “  management said   “ Harry says I don’t need it  he thinks I do great  and I am not  I am not cut out  for this   “  Louis said  “ does harry make you cry “ Management  “  yes    and I resign from one direction   Harry hates  me   I am not enough for him  Harry  wants me to show up at a concert  and that all hell break  loose  “  Louis   said    “  what   Lou   please don’t resign  from one directions   we  need  you  “  Liam and the management  said  

“ Louis  we can send you a vehicle that will pick you up   at three  for this rehearsal  Practice    I know  how nervous you are   it okay    I wish Harry will understand   to leave  his   sanity at the door  “  Management said 

“  my  sanity why is management question my sanity  “  Harry asked ?  the others just stare at Harry Liam is now angry  at Harry  “ Liam what wrong “  Niall asked ? 

“ I am angry at Harry right now  he is hurting poor Louis  “  Liam said  

“ I am not hurting anybody “  Harry said   “ oh really  you just want him to show up at a concert  and  all hell breaks loose  and choke    and  embarrassed himself  and  get stage fright “  Liam said   “Louis never gets stage fright  “  Harry said 

For a hour Louis took his nap   around 2:40   he knew he had to get up and get ready   he collected the music and the set list   brushed his teeth  jacket on   “ are you coming to film me  you do realized   you love helping people   that why  management  is  promoting you  for filming  “  Louis said   “ but why   why does management  like me so much  “  Harry said  “ everybody likes you  harry  that is your cursed  that is your gift of life  “  Louis said  

“ okay I will go  and film you  if you would stop crying   “  Harry said 

Louis and Harry got inside the vehicle together  Louis got teary eyes and harry use his thump  brushed the tears away   after that   Harry lean close to his boyfriend  and Place a sweet kiss on his lips   “ I am sorry love   for  A making you cried and B  refusing  in helping you  when you actually need it   and  like I say you always  do great  at  concerts   even without  rehearsal practice  and I know sometimes you choke   and if we need to  change that plan and add the rehearsal  practice in   I would love to do it    for you  “  Harry said  

At the stadium  harry and Louis walk in   the band crew is there  Management show  harry the  cam recorder   the  concert set list look like this 

1       what makes you beautiful

2         ready to run 

3         Moments

4         You and I 

5       Little things   

6       Steal my girl

 Louis is  had that  look  that brought on the headache    the first two songs  he was tripping  over the words  in those songs  Louis had the solo  or  the  group  singing thing  soon when the  rehearsal  is done 

Louis  had no reason to be nervous  about 

When coming back  to his and Harry flat    Louis had some orange juice  and now took a warm bath  when Harry reach the bathroom  “ come on Lou  it the concert  “ Harry said   “ I was thinking about not going  have fun without me  “  Louis said  

“ Louis  come on mate we need you there tonight “ Liam said    “ why don’t you go fetch  Louis his clothes  Liam “ Harry said  

Next Harry drain the water got Louis out of the tub  dried him off  and help him in his clothes  and carried him out  of the door   to the car  that when Louis began to whimper  “ now Lou  it just Nerves   you are amazing   you were great at rehearsal  “ Harry said 

Soon the water works were coming  down Louis eyes  “Lou it just nerves  relax   “ Harry said 

“ let go back home I am not feeling good  “ Louis said  because of that  Liam and Niall look at Louis  “ Lou don’t get scared  it okay   you are alright  mate  “  Niall and Liam said  together  “ you never get like this before “ Harry said 

“ I wanna go home I missed my bed  “  Louis said  Zayn and the others  looked at him  worried    “ calm down Lou  please  mate   just breath and relax  “  Zayn said

They reach the concert  and the others scamper off the car  to the dressing room 

Zayn and  Harry stay behind  to get Louis out of the car “ I want to go home   I think I left the iron on “  Louis said    “ babe  please  just  breath  calm down  you are going to be great  come on now  “ Harry said  at that  moment  Zayn  got him up   and on  Harry  back  for a  piggy back ride  Louis wanted to scream   his lungs  

Soon they made it to the dressing room  next  was the stage  “ not the stage  not the stage  not the  stage  “  Louis said    “ calm down Lou bear   beautiful   just  relax  nothing is going to happen “  Harry said    “ breath Lou  breath   “ Liam said   

 “ it just  sound check  that all “  Zayn said   just  like that  Louis scream   Liam went to him  with Niall   soon Liam and Niall hug poor Louis  “ Calm down Lou just  breath  it nothing scary  it okay  mate    breath  in and out in and out  “  Niall and  Liam said  together  

Soon the concert began  “ just sing Lou  it okay “ Niall said   “ it  your part of you and I that  is coming up   “  Liam said   “ I can’t  it hard to breath   my chest  hurts  I feel really sick  “ Louis said   as he cover his mouth  as he felt  a big  wave  of nausea   his  head is  in pain   he is  sweating  up a storm    Liam felt  Louis forehead   “ Lou you are  burning  up he is having stage fright  “  Liam said  “ he needs a  doctor” Liam said    Zayn came over    just like that  Louis head  is on Zayn shoulder 

“ he is really sick  “  Niall said   “ okay hold on Lou we are getting you off the stage  both of you get Harry   now  “ Zayn said 

Once  Harry got informed  about his  boyfriend  he  came running   to his  boyfriend   “ he never get stage fright  before   Harry   something must  have  happen  he is  burning up “  Zayn said   Harry hand is place  on Louis forehead 

“ oh Lou   he is really  sick  he  needs  a doctor    what  wrong  “ Harry  asked ? 

“ he is  having trouble breathing  , his  chest  hurts  ,  has a headache  ,   nauseated , having  stage fright  he is burning up  bad  “ Zayn said  

“ Lou come on baby let’s  get  you off the stage   we are  getting you a doctor   you can’t  perform  any more  “  Harry said    Louis  is  still crying    this time Louis head fell on Harry shoulder   as he cover his mouth

This time Harry got scared and worried about his boyfriend  he never gets stage fright before  “ Are you a doctor “ Harry asked ? 

“ I am “ the doctor said  “ my boyfriend is very ill  can you check on him please “  Harry is begging the doctor 

“ I heard  about it   it is okay  I would like to see him  “  The doctor said.

Once Harry help is very ill boyfriend to the press box   of the concert  the doctor take over  examine him all over   the doctor  “ Lou  I need you to take a deep breath and breathe in this “ The doctor said 

And Louis did  while the doctor  place the stethoscope on Louis chest 

Back on the stage Harry attended to a fan who has a bleeding nose  that is still bleeding  as  a doctor aide  “ just breath in and out like normal  okay “  Harry said 

Harry attended to 5 fans with medical  problems   one   a bleeding nose ,  a bleeding arm  , elbow pulled out of  socket ,   hyperventilating   ,  fainting  , broken  arm 

The  next day  came   Harry still need to attended to his boyfriend   “ it alright  babe  it okay  “  Harry said   “ are you going to do  your sweet doctor thing again  “ Louis asked ?  being a little funny  

“ I am going to check your temperature and  give you a breathing test baby “  Harry said    as harry slip a thermometer in his mouth Louis try to talk around the thermometer  “ after the reading babe” Harry said   soon Louis slumped his head on to harry shoulder and  “ Babe  “  Harry said 

Louis felt a big wave of nausea hit  him  “ Lou  breath babe here let me get a blood sample “ Harry said  

Harry place on gloves  took his tourniquet  grab his  butterfly   needle   took alcohol prep pad  and the arm   Harry prepared the gauze and tape  “ you might feel a slight pinch I am just getting Blood  “  Harry said  

Two tubes  were filled  with Louis blood  Harry place the gauze over the butterfly needle and cover it up carefully remove the needle out   with the tape  when Harry looked up  he saw his boyfriend in tears  “ Lou  why are you crying “  Harry asked ?

Before Harry could make another word  Louis  head is on Harry shoulders   “ babe  are you okay “  Harry asked ? 

Louis is still crying  as he cover his eyes “ Lou  Babe  come on  baby  please we are not on stage anymore  you are safe   there is no audience   “  Harry said  trying to get his boyfriend  to open up 

As harry is getting scared  he pick up his phone and called a doctor  “ hello “ the reception said  “ hi I need to make a doctor appointment  Louis Tomlinson  needs a  doctor  he was on stage giving a performance  and all of sudden he had stage fright now he is crying  he won’t stop  “  Harry said 

“ how about at 6: 00 tonight “ the receptions said 

“ thanks “  Harry said     “  okay Lou   you have a doctor appointment  tonight  @ 6:00 babe  “ Harry said      

That night  Harry drove his boyfriend  to the  doctor  Louis had  to get a full  physical  hight and  weight ,  vital signs , check his  ears  nose and  throat  ,  ultra sound  ,  feel his stomach  ,  vision and  hearing test   ,   food intake  test ,  breathing test  ,  skin patch test , 

The doctor  wrote a prescriptions for mild  tranquilizer given every 6 hours 

“  we will call you if anything shows up  thanks for the blood sample  “ the doctor  said .

Three days  came  and next  is a  interview   Louis is still not himself  at all  he hated Interviews  

“ come on Lou  it just a interview  “  Zayn said  just like  that Louis  started sobbing   “ I knew this would happen again  “ Liam said  “ this is not easy for  Louis Li  be patient  “  Niall said   

“ it alright  Lou  come on  “ Niall said  

“ babe  interviews are not scary  they are not going to bite  baby  please we got to go  “  Harry said 

“ I wanna stay home  beside I don’t even have a  sweater “  Louis said 

“ you can borrow one of mine  “ Harry said  

Zayn got one of Harry sweater and give it to Harry and Harry place it on Louis  “ there  nice warm sweater “  Harry said   “ ready to go  “ harry said 

“ what  wrong now  “  Harry asked ? 

“ I am scared “  Louis said  still crying 

“ babe  please don’t cry  I am there  no one is going to hurt you I promised   baby 

I hate seeing tears    come on  it okay  it alright  love   it okay  calm down baby  “ Harry said 

As Harry hold Louis over his shoulder and rubbing soothing circles on his back  Louis felt  like he was being pick up  by Harry 

As Louis sobbing onto Harry shoulder 
“ now  sweetie  calm down   babe  please  relax   it okay  everything is okay   baby 

Calm down “  harry said   

“  Come on mate it okay  no one is going to hurt you “  Liam and Zayn said together 

Just like that Zayn carried  him to the car “ I wanna go home  “  Louis said  still crying

“ babe  please it just a interview “  Harry said   

“ just a interview  you are not getting it   I had a nightmare and they actually bite people “  Louis said  

“ Babe “  Harry said 

This time Louis cried harder on Zayn   “ you are going to make yourself sick  babe “  Harry said 

“ my chest is getting tight “  Louis said still  crying   “ well if you calm down  “  Zayn said

“ I can’t  “  Louis said

Harry busted out the  inhaler and the spacer  and   place the spacer in Louis mouth  then  press down on the medication 

Inside the  interview  Louis is next to harry his boyfriend 

“ so we got the stage fright  from Louis  tell us  what was  happening Louis “the interviewer asked ? 

By then Louis is tugging Harry shirt  Harry looked over to his boyfriend 

“ it okay Lou  you are okay  just take a deep breath  boo bear  “  Harry said  trying  to  encourage him 

“  are you okay Louis “ asked the interviewer  ?

“ got any water “ Harry asked ? 

“ we sure do  “ the interviewer  said  as she got up and  got a water  bottle and hand it to Harry

Harry open the  cap off and  handed to Louis  “ here you go Lou drink up “  harry said   

“ thanks  “  Louis said  “ you are welcome “  Harry said back 

“ could you please answer the question please “  Harry asked ? 

“  I never had stage fright before that prevented me from performing  when my part came up to the song you and I   I  felt really ill  and I couldn’t sing   my boyfriend  harry styles  took me off the stage  to see a doctor  that how ill I was 

My boyfriend  had that of week 2 of x factor   and  I  got some what worried  about him  during that time    

All of a sudden  I had  a relapse and that scared harry  a lot  “  Louis said

“ you had  a relapse  of me  Lou  “  Harry said 

“ so harry what your respond of being scared when your boyfriend   had stage fright “  the interviewer asked ? 

“  when I got inform that Louis is sick on stage  that  was getting stage fright  I got really scared and worried   and  anxious  I had to take him off the stage  and straight to a doctor   the part freak me out   is that Louis head is on my shoulder   

Just like I look his hand is over his eyes   that the same look I had  I was really really  freak out   “  Harry said 

Louis cupped his mouth  as he felt a wave of nausea   hit  

“ Harry styles  I am going to be sick “  Louis said

“ sorry just a minute  my boyfriend needs a trash can  “  Harry said 

“ we have one right over there “ the interviewer said and Harry got up quickly grab the trash can  over to Louis who is getting sick  “ here you go Lou  “  Harry said .     and Louis threw up  multiple times  “ this is not a stage “  Zayn said 

“ where i is mmmmy in in---haler “ Louis said as he was slurred his words 

“ Harry Louis is slurred his words  help “  Liam said   “ he said something about his inhaler “  Niall said 

“ I have it right here with his spacer “  Harry said 

When Harry looked at  Louis face  “ oh my god Lou   babe  hold on  “  Harry said 

Harry pulled out Louis inhaler and spacer and place the spacer on  next  place the spacer in Louis mouth  and pressed down on the medication has Louis head  is on Harry shoulder  with his hand cover his eyes 

After the interview  Harry walk Louis out of the place  and  straight to the car  Louis stop and bend over and he vomit  on the ground  still feeling sick 

Harry turn around and saw Louis getting sick and he ran to his boyfriend 

“ babe  are you alright  babe “  Harry asked ? 

Louis continue to vomit  right there this time

Harry bend down to his sick Boyfriend   “ babe   are you okay “  Harry asked ? 

“ carry me Harry  “  Louis said   as Harry wipe Louis mouth off with his handkerchief  soon Harry picked up the sick Louis  “ it okay boo just go to sleep “ Harry said  as he carried poor Louis to the car  and drove him home 

And inside the  flat up to their room they shared  and lay him on the bed 

“ baby what wrong  “  Harry asked  as he grab his medical bag  open it up took out his stethoscope  and began to listen to his lungs Harry had a bucket  ready if poor Louis  will get sick  again  Harry began to perform  different  medical  things   listen to his lungs  ,   throat exam  ,  breathing test ,  pain assessment ,  draw blood   , feel his stomach  and  Louis sick up  into the bucket  “  okay Lou  just relax  babe  I am drawing  blood  “ Harry said     

After the  blood draw   he did a breathing test   and  next the pain assessment 

Next Harry perform a spinal tap  “just don’t scream  babe  all these things I am  doing is part of finding out what is wrong with you  within the next two weeks  you  will be schedule for another spinal  tap  “ Harry said

After all the test Louis is given  by Harry  the next morning is schedule  for a live interview  with  the academy of hearts   

this time  Louis sat out   and   for  three months  Louis is getting better  and  Harry is less worried about his boyfriend   


one afternoon  it was sunny  and Louis  enjoy the ice cream suade that  Harry made  



                                                the end